Well Hello 2017!
Here we are friends we have made it to 2017! Some of us may have more bumps and bruises but you are HERE. You are above the ground and above the water.
Where have I been?....
Plenty of places I didn't need to be. Dark places that I have often tried to escape from. But nearly a month in and I am doing all right. We have some real work ahead of us - however I promise we will get through it together.
I have gotten back on track with my health and wellness. I did phases - 1. no more alcohol (again) 2. eat RIGHT (food is fuel) 3. Work OUT (beast mode)
More tea, more music, more rest, more peace! MORE SELF LOVE! (or at least TRY)
There was a point that the thought had crossed my mind that dabbling with the idea of dating would be FUN. What an absolute joke. I have heard the "I'm single, but really I am in a 3 year co habitation relationship" "I think I am going to try to make it work with my ex" "I love talking to you, am attracted BUT I am not feeling dating" "I am not interested in hooking up, I want to get to know you" - then never actually calls.
Is that real? Is that what I have to look forward to as a single, vibrant, challenging, ambitious female. WOAH. No thank you. I scaled back my efforts of "growing my social circle" Because apparently having coffee with someone is the equivalent of a marriage proposal. All I am really looking for is some one I can sit across from and be enchanted by their journey. The good and the bad. Tell me.
So, even though my personal endevours(spelling) may be grim - my professional growth seems to be on the right track. My passion for the community and helping people has landed me a spot on the program team. The outreach efforts and proactive education of our consumer seems to be heading in the direction that we all wished it would. I have been able to set up some incredibly opportunities where my presentations will hopefully grow our communities bankable efforts.
and then the sleepy time tea kicks in - good night.
~day dreamer
Plenty of places I didn't need to be. Dark places that I have often tried to escape from. But nearly a month in and I am doing all right. We have some real work ahead of us - however I promise we will get through it together.
I have gotten back on track with my health and wellness. I did phases - 1. no more alcohol (again) 2. eat RIGHT (food is fuel) 3. Work OUT (beast mode)
More tea, more music, more rest, more peace! MORE SELF LOVE! (or at least TRY)
There was a point that the thought had crossed my mind that dabbling with the idea of dating would be FUN. What an absolute joke. I have heard the "I'm single, but really I am in a 3 year co habitation relationship" "I think I am going to try to make it work with my ex" "I love talking to you, am attracted BUT I am not feeling dating" "I am not interested in hooking up, I want to get to know you" - then never actually calls.
Is that real? Is that what I have to look forward to as a single, vibrant, challenging, ambitious female. WOAH. No thank you. I scaled back my efforts of "growing my social circle" Because apparently having coffee with someone is the equivalent of a marriage proposal. All I am really looking for is some one I can sit across from and be enchanted by their journey. The good and the bad. Tell me.
So, even though my personal endevours(spelling) may be grim - my professional growth seems to be on the right track. My passion for the community and helping people has landed me a spot on the program team. The outreach efforts and proactive education of our consumer seems to be heading in the direction that we all wished it would. I have been able to set up some incredibly opportunities where my presentations will hopefully grow our communities bankable efforts.
and then the sleepy time tea kicks in - good night.
~day dreamer
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