I know I can not possibly be the only one on the planet who feels like the pendulum of time seems to be swinging faster and faster. Realizing this has made it clear to me that I need to pause. I spent more time last year - writing and reading, doing things that fed my soul and healed my heart. Then responsibilities stacked up, challenges began to stack against me and tested my resolve - I equated this process as a test of how much I can actually endure.
I guess I am impressed? Honestly I am probably not actually impressed. I am dead tired. Like a fallen angel unsure if she can take flight again, my wings are tired and my heart is bruised - my pride wounded. What goes up must eventually come down right? In the same what falls down, MUST get back up. Telling myself I just need a little time, I am realizing that time - is slipping through my fingers and just need to get back up. A million failures will lead to a desired result - at least that is what I keep telling myself.
Prepare, friends - it is time for me to purge. The next several months will be a cleanse for me of sorts. Lots of content hopefully! RAW EXPRESSION. and some very intimate details to what has transpired over the last couple of years. Come with me.
I have pressed pause, but I am going to have to press play again. Sooner versus later.
~daydreamer
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