Give me space and time to heal
The pain is real,
let me lay this desire at the altar and prepare to walk away
In your path, your reach - I can not stay.
You had my heart, my mind - body and soul
Your kiss burned my lips like smoldering coal
Sealing the memory of love, of dreams - of hope.
Give me space and time to heal
The pain is real,
You started something you couldn't handle - now I need to cope.
Behind
Wednesday, December 27, 2017
Friday, December 8, 2017
WALKING
My loves, so much has changed. 6 months ago if you were to tell me that this is where my life would be I would have probably laughed.
I am a flawed child of God. I had lost my way more times than I head in the right direction. There was a messenger to awaken my soul and lead me back to faith. My soul and heart were tired and I knew that it was time for me to change my ways. So I submitted to faith. I let my need to control everything to fall to the side and I actively searched for deeper wisdom.
Everyday I thirsted for the word. My heart and spirit leaned deep into the word yearning for wisdom and discernment, healing and growth.
So here I am - knee deep in what is called a "Faith Walk" by some - "Walking with Christ" by others. Practicing Christianity by most.
What it really comes down to is just a realignment of my belief system, my moral and ethical structure. My defragmenting of trauma and hurt - the cessation of a victim mentality and the unveiling of the Queen I am fearfully, wonderfully made to be.
It has been a painstaking process that has brought me to my knees, sobbing and also caused me to clap and shout for praise in gratitude of this transformation of my spirit. I have been tasked with a period of wait. Preparation for the next level of my calling.
In this period of wait and season of development, I have been charged with walking not by sight but by faith. By remembering Gods promise despite how my current placement may look.
God wants to see me be obedient. Wants me to answer when he calls me to action, wants me to use my voice and my gifts to impact change.
I am a flawed child of God. I had lost my way more times than I head in the right direction. There was a messenger to awaken my soul and lead me back to faith. My soul and heart were tired and I knew that it was time for me to change my ways. So I submitted to faith. I let my need to control everything to fall to the side and I actively searched for deeper wisdom.
Everyday I thirsted for the word. My heart and spirit leaned deep into the word yearning for wisdom and discernment, healing and growth.
So here I am - knee deep in what is called a "Faith Walk" by some - "Walking with Christ" by others. Practicing Christianity by most.
What it really comes down to is just a realignment of my belief system, my moral and ethical structure. My defragmenting of trauma and hurt - the cessation of a victim mentality and the unveiling of the Queen I am fearfully, wonderfully made to be.
It has been a painstaking process that has brought me to my knees, sobbing and also caused me to clap and shout for praise in gratitude of this transformation of my spirit. I have been tasked with a period of wait. Preparation for the next level of my calling.
In this period of wait and season of development, I have been charged with walking not by sight but by faith. By remembering Gods promise despite how my current placement may look.
God wants to see me be obedient. Wants me to answer when he calls me to action, wants me to use my voice and my gifts to impact change.
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